its good

its performative

so an active mazelike process

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

lol yea

no like which do people call me

as in

like first name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

idk

propensity within someone

fw

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

abrar?

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

yeah

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

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