but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
December 2025
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abrar?
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
thank you
we need to be deconstructing our identities
like first name
no i haven't really read anything