13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Style

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

much more tactility

you cannot feed someone truth

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so the method has to be autonomous

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i really havent

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

not their contents

autonomy of learning

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so at the end

feel you

have you read

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