with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

sorry i am texting like a slav

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no longer writing in the third person

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i really havent

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

currently

bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025