no longer writing in the third person

isaac

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

IWGD

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Rain, starting

Better Lift

But seriously, thank you, Jack

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

2 (actually index). two is company

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59