i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

I Write Goodbye Letter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Worse Lift

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

...

"Put a blanket."

hello reader,

magnetises a pin

its good short few pages

Pimlico Rats

not so on: yvf(wthw)

its good

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.