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December 2025

was it worth it

that looks like my instagram account

It Will Get Lighter

idk

lol yea

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

wait what is that

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

your feed looks like my tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the site i am dreaming

whats your name?

god being the centre magnet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

i have read not even 1 book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

magnetises a pin

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk