so the method has to be autonomous

Rain, starting

but i respect your search

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you have a beautiful account btw

Thank you, Jack

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Better Lift

kind of mythopoesis

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

idk

December 2025

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