a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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no longer writing in the third person

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i dont understand magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good