ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Style

Better Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

in a post. I want to be remembered

kind of mythopoesis

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

ahnaf abrar

which magnetises chains of pins

It Will Get Lighter

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

its good short few pages

i dont understand magnetisation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so the method has to be autonomous

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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