Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

Today I felt like starting

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

isaac newton

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

magnetises a pin

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

thank you

It Will Get Lighter

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bro i read nothing in my life

no i haven't really read anything

or never left

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

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your feed looks like my tumblr

December 2025

its good short few pages

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like first name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

feel you

have you read

no longer writing in the third person