a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i see a website
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
but i respect your search
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.plato
hiding from the rain
no like which do people call me
ahnaf abrar
yeah
kind of mythopoesis
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i dont understand magnetisation
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
that looks like my instagram account
magnetises a pin
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
i want to do that too