Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i was tempted to lie about my name
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.it is hopeful
I am below everything.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
all that is to say
autonomy of learning
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
but i respect your search
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class