wait what is that
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
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December 2025
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
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was it worth it
no like which do people call me
i really havent
we can only engage in such a way
idk
bro i read nothing in my life
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
yeah
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
magnetisation/form
as in
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
in a post. I want to be remembered
division of reality is straying away from it
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.