or never left

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"Put a blanket."

13, H, grate

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

hiding from the rain

1

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i see a website

as in

its good

Lift Analysis

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities