Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Can I see

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but really the thing should be autonomous

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos