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i see a website
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
hiding from the rain
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
you have a beautiful account btw
lol yea
was it worth it
feel you
like first name
have you read
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i have read not even 1 book