1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

your feed looks like my tumblr

i love it here

its good

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetises a pin

ion

plato

was it worth it

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

is everyoneback on tumblr now

whats your name?

barren land

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

its performative

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i have read not even 1 book

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.