idk

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf abrar

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i really havent

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

its performative

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol