Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

autonomy of learning

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its performative

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i really havent

Better Lift

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

...

division of reality is straying away from it

and the fake qualifier

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

what do you think my name is

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

wait what is that

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

this will be about a slug

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


It Will Get Lighter