barren land

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

send link

i really havent

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like magnets

i have read not even 1 book

is this you as well

yeah

lol

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i love it here

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

idk

which magnetises chains of pins

this will be about a slug

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.