something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


the site i am dreaming

Lift Analysis

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.


Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

like magnets

what do you mean

plato

and the fake qualifier

no like which do people call me

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Thank you, Jack

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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