I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift


It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

13, H, grate


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Lift Analysis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Thank you, Jack

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

barren land

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

lol

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

send your tumblr

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


isaac newton

abrar?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

not so on: yvf(wthw)