so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Rain, starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

kind of mythopoesis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch