Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

bro i read nothing in my life

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

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lol

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


was it worth it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

abrar?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I Write Goodbye Letter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

thank you

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

autonomy of learning