much more tactility

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

currently

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Today I felt like starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i see a website

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

autonomy of learning

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

send your tumblr

as in

its performative

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

that looks like my instagram account