Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

"Put a blanket."

Worse Lift

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

was it worth it

no i haven't really read anything

god being the centre magnet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i dont understand magnetisation

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

currently

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.