there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Better Lift

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

really i want the internet

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

Today I felt like starting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so an active mazelike process

brb i will read and reply sincerely

we can only engage in such a way

but i respect your search

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch



all that is to say

currently

Picture

IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

send your tumblr


part of an old note. It will get lighter.