the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
you have a beautiful account btw
was it worth it
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
that looks like my instagram account
i have read not even 1 book
lol yea
fw
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
but i respect your search
is everyoneback on tumblr now
like magnets
barren land
sorry i am texting like a slav
thank you
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
isaac
feel you
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
so the method has to be autonomous
is this you as well
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
no longer writing in the third person
autonomy of learning
no i haven't really read anything