Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so an active mazelike process

propensity within someone

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

no longer writing in the third person

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

13, H, grate

all that is to say

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

as in

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Worse Lift

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Rain, starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yeah