i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
its good
i want to do that too
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
propensity within someone
not their contents
is this you as well
its good
send your tumblr
its performative
what do you think my name is
was it worth it
no like which do people call me
i really havent
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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
magnetisation/form
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
what do you mean
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.