ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

IWGD

"Put a blanket."

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah

have you read

i understand

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i dont understand magnetisation

that looks like my instagram account

its good short few pages

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate