my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly
hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything
seems to be everything else
because at the end it is what you get
from it that matters not what is given
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i dont understand magnetisation
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
really i want the internet
Rain, starting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
