but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

really i want the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

you have a beautiful account btw

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

it is hopeful

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

currently

plato

what do you mean

feel you

I am below everything.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i want to do that too

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike