Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.



It Will Get Lighter

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magnetises a pin

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

all that is to say

i understand

like magnets

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

fw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its good