no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

but i respect your search

Thank you, Jack

yeah

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Picture

idk

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i want to do that too

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so an active mazelike process

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.