We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting

lol yea

division of reality is straying away from it

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

isaac newton

i understand

so at the end

all that is to say

13, H, grate


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good short few pages

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Style

it is hopeful