"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

not their contents

Lift Analysis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

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i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

we can only engage in such a way

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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in a post. I want to be remembered

no i haven't really read anything

13, H, grate

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

division of reality is straying away from it

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

abrar?

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation