a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Lift Analysis
i understand
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
its performative
autonomy of learning
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
i was tempted to lie about my name
we need to be deconstructing our identities
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
is this you as well
yeah
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
currently