that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Better Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yes

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I am below everything.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

December 2025