It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59




there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Style

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Today I felt like starting

division of reality is straying away from it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

send your tumblr

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

or never left

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression