this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
god being the centre magnet
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
propensity within someone
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
you cannot feed someone truth
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Today I
felt like starting