but really the thing should be autonomous

the site i am dreaming

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

magnetisation/form

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

division of reality is straying away from it

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

idk

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol yea

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Lift Analysis


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

all that is to say