was it worth it


whats your name?

no i haven't really read anything

feel you

what do you think my name is

or never left

have you read

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i love it here

i have read not even 1 book

magnetises a pin

lol yea

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its good

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Today I felt like starting

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thank you, Jack


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.