think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
IWGD
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have
fucked and can't
again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following
the conversation, but I'm
still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way
of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that,
in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
you have a beautiful account btw
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more
personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more
romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
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