i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

magnetisation/form

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

as in

your feed looks like my tumblr

it is hopeful

i have read not even 1 book

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

barren land

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


autonomy of learning

so at the end

its good short few pages

isaac

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name