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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to
figure it out.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
in a post. I want to be remembered
so the method has to be autonomous
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
which magnetises chains of pins
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin
it.
i dont understand magnetisation