"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

whats your name?

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

ahnaf abrar

its good

i want to do that too

what do you think my name is

what do you mean

its good

feel you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

sorry i am texting like a slav

much more tactility

like first name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is this you as well

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its good short few pages

its performative

magnetisation/form

like magnets

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying