i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Can I see

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i understand

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

or never left

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

what do you think my name is

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i was tempted to lie about my name

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

no like which do people call me

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

like first name

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

and the fake qualifier

so the method has to be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life