my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

like first name

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

isaac

god being the centre magnet

plato

Thank you, Jack

but really the thing should be autonomous

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

as in

"Put a blanket."

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

magnetisation/form

...

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

like magnets

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.